Haylo ,
I'm sad . I had a vision of what would happen if i break up with him . Oh wow , i just can't believe it , this 31th MARCH is going to be our 5th month anniversary . How time moves so damn fast ? The moment i remember we were just friends . Sharing secrets , telling jokes , share crushes . But now , we barely talk to each other . So , why couldn't it be like before ? It was so goddamn fun , Now , everything is changing . Whenever i see you , you run away . Whenever i look at you , you look some other place else . Whenever i say " Hi " to you , you say '' Hi '' back , and go away . I don't understand . How am i suppose to understand you ? Hmph , things seriously has changed . I know , i loved 2009 so much but i still had to let it go . And it's just so hard to leave all those great memories behind . And to start this new memory which they are pushing us to reach our success ? Wataf ? i just don't get it ! Why ? Why ? Why ? WHY !? why do they have to do this , do all of these nonsense . Just for us ? to get 5A's ? it's not up to us . It's up to Allah . He's the one who decides EVERYTHING . he already know what are we going to get for UPSR . We'll just have to wait for the day Puan Normah calls our name .. to take that piece of paper from her hands and to see what the heck we have gone through . Btw , enough about UPSR stuff . i hate it . let's just talk about this very complicated relationship . Should i be SINGLE again ? Or , just stay to this relationship ? i don't know laah . URGH ! If i wanted to break up , i would choose APRIL .
Ciauu people .
-AnethNotSoAwesomeAnymore :[
